Received word that an aunt passed away earlier this week. Al Fatihah.
I couldn't make it to the funeral but I just added her name to the list of names on my Yaasin dedication.
Feeling a bit sad tonight, redha, but still sad, thinking of Mom and Dad and how things used to be when they were still around.
I wish that I had been a more obedient child.
Dad wanted me to take up medicine, the only time he ever attempted to suggest anything major, but I had other ideas.
Mom was happy for me whatever I decided.
That was the only major regret that I have, if only I wasn't too lazy to study medicine, I would probably have made my Dad happier.
Al Fatihah for Mom, Dad and my brothers who had passed away.
Al Fatihah too for me and mine who are still living.
Bismillahir Rahmanir Rahim
ReplyDeleteSalawat Munajiyyah
https://www.youtube.com/watch?v=sTrD0tN7xNo
Allahumma salli `ala sayyidina Muhammadin salatan tunjina biha min jamee`i ’l ahwali wa’l-aafaat, wa taqdee lanaa bihaa min jamee`i ’l-haajaat, wa tutahhirunaa bihaa min jamee`i ’s-sayyi’aat, wa tarfa`unaa bihaa `indaka `alaa’d-darajaat, wa tuballighunaa bihaa aqsaa ’l-ghaayaat min jamee‘i ’l-khayraati fi ’l-hayaat wa ba`d al-mamaat.
O Allah! Exalt Muhammad with blessings that deliver us from every fear, and by means of them fulfill our every need, and purify us by means of them from every sin, and by means of them raise us to the highest stations, and by means of them make us attain the furthest degrees in all that is good in this life and in the life after death. Amin.
Al-fatihah.... semakin berumur hidup kita, kehidupan akan terasa sunyi apabila seorang demi seorang yang kita kenal meninggalkan kita. Akan tiba hidup kita terasing dan sesungguhnya kita hendaklah bersabar dan yakin bahawa ini adalah dugaan bagi kita. Dunia hanya tempat dugaan, tak kiralah apa yang terjadi ingatlah tempat ini hanya sementara.
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